[Intro] Snow on the satellite dish Static on the kitchen radio Coffee cooling in my hands While the future flickers on the window [Verse 1] You are a name I haven't spoken You are a shadow in the hall You are the laugh I hear in echoes Down a corridor that hasn't formed at all There is a crib inside my memory Pressed between two brittle leaves One is joy and one is grieving And they whisper different versions of me [Chorus] If I already know the ending Do I dare begin the song? If I've read every line of sorrow Can I still pretend I'm wrong? You are waiting in the silence In the spaces time can't bend Tell me, little constellation Do we choose you, knowing how you end? [Verse 2] I've watched the world rewrite its language I've seen a circle swallow years Every moment holds its mirror Every cradle holds its quiet souvenir Your tiny hand inside my fingers The hospital's fluorescent rain The beeping glass cathedral Where I learned the different colors of pain There is a birthday in the sunlight Candles trembling, wax and breath There is a bedside in the twilight And the slow, unblinking patience of death [Chorus] If I already know the ending Do I dare begin the song? If I've read every line of sorrow Can I still pretend I'm wrong? You are written on my rib cage In an alphabet of scars Tell me, little constellation Should I call you from the stars? [Bridge] I could close the book and walk away Let the pages stay untouched Let this house stay dim and quiet Let my arms forget the shape of trust But I have seen what time is made of Not a river, not a line Just a room with every version Of your eyes looking into mine You are playing in the garden You are sleeping in that bed You are both the word "forever" And the silence when it's said [Chorus] So I step into the ending Like it's just another door I will hold the weight of knowing And I'll still come back for more You are laughter in the hallway You are tears I won't defend I will choose you, little constellation Even knowing how you end [Outro] Snow is falling on the driveway Footprints where you've never been Still I feel you like a promise Pressing gently on my skin Time will fold around your cradle Round your fever, round your smile I will walk into your sorrow For the miracle of while In the hush between our heartbeats Where all possible lives reside I will love you in the always Not the after Not the why Just the tide